I've come to realize that one of my biggest and oldest enemies, ever since I had to face the reality of being an adult, is myself. More specifica

The Root Cause of My Procrastination

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2024-10-21 02:00:03

I've come to realize that one of my biggest and oldest enemies, ever since I had to face the reality of being an adult, is myself. More specifically, it's the part of me that tries to avoid and ignore what needs to be done.

You are sabotaging all the work we've done. Even worse, you're destroying our future. I could be at the moon at this point if you weren't holding me back.

How much time, money, and happiness have I sacrificed letting you take control of the wheels, only for you to steer into oncoming traffic. I take back control at the last minute, but then you give me an impassioned plea to give you one more chance. And because I like to think that I'm a kind person—kind enough to even forgive you who is me—I give myself back the wheels.

There is so much at stake here. You know how difficult our life is, yet you undermine it with your silly little attempts to take control.