Bess and I felt so very smart. In April, we congratulated ourselves for navigating the healthcare system to get two doses of spot radiation that, in c

More isn’t always better: death and over-treatment as a downside of agenticness

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2024-07-30 12:00:33

Bess and I felt so very smart. In April, we congratulated ourselves for navigating the healthcare system to get two doses of spot radiation that, in conjunction with clinical trial drug PDL1V, likely shrunk, and perhaps temporarily eliminated, the squamous cell carcinoma tumors in my neck that have been strangling me to death for the last year. Between bad scans in March 2024 and entering the PDL1V trial on April 15, two new tumors erupted from the left side of my jaw. Their size made me doubt whether PDL1V would have enough time to work at all, and so we sought adjunct radiation in the hopes of buying more time. Moreover, some evidence shows that the chemo part of PDL1V may make tumors more susceptible to radiation.

Clinical trials prefer that patients get only the treatment offered by the trial. Still, many allow exceptions for things like spot radiation, in order to help patients improve their quality of life and live long enough to see whether the trial drug is working. So Bess and I coordinated between the Mayo Clinic-Phoenix, which, if I have a primary care site, is it, and START-Utah, where PDL1V was being offered, to get up to five doses of spot radiation on the most ominous appearing neck tumors. This is where having lung mets comes in handy: because there were non-neck markers of disease, and the study could measure those as well.

I got a radiation dose on April 20, and another on April 22, but the PDL1V and the radiation together made me so sick that I quit after the two radiation doses. Yet those two treatments were enough: we almost immediately saw liquefied tumor begin draining through a fistula in my skin. The bulky noose of my other, deeper tumors visibly shrank from where they’d been pressing outwards on my neck’s vital structures. It was an incredible reversal. My breathing improved. I could eat most blended foods by mouth, even slightly spicy ones. Bess and I took walks in the evening, anticipating that maybe I’d live long enough to meet our daughter when she arrives in October.

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